Thing #1:
I finished the red yardage. From a 5-yard warp, almost 27 inches wide in the reed, I got about 3 yards 20 inches by 22.5 inches of warp-dominant cloth, after washing/drying/pressing.
It's nice stuff; it has substance but it's not at all stiff or heavy.
The color is most true in the first photo. It'll make a nice jacket, along with the 2 yards I wove as a sample back last summer. I may need to weave more fabric, depending on what kind of jacket I make. I used up all of the predominant warp yarn, however, so it will have to be a coordinating/contrasting fabric, which is fine.
But. Butbutbut. Everything went wrong with weaving this off, except none of the selvedge threads broke. Lots and lots of warp ends broke (and I didn't mend a single one). They broke for a couple of reasons, I think: There are three warp yarns - the shiny, bright red, thick cotton yarn, which gave me no trouble at all; a 12/2 70% cotton/30% flax mill end; and a NM 14/1 (skinny!) 70% silk/30% polyester mill end. I held the latter two ends together throughout, but both of those yarns broke, I think because they twisted around each other and/or one of a pair changed places with one of a neighboring pair, so I had trouble winding on when threads twisted and caught on the heddles. Also: tension. In the last yard, first one side and then the other developed a smile; I don't really know why. I finally resorted to a temple by the end. Also: an angle in the beater, of about half an inch from one side of the warp to the other. Again, I don't know why; I'll get out my measuring tapes and tools and see what I can do. Finally, when I washed and dried the fabric, it developed a good bit of seersuckering, which mostly went away when I pressed it, but I fear it will come back when I go to construct a garment. I didn't get seersuckering with the sample, but this warp had more of the bright shiny yarn in it. I think I'll have to fuse some lightweight interfacing to the fabric, under a lining.
In other words, I love the finished fabric, but weaving it off was a bear.
Thing #2:
So, while I was beating the red warp into submission, I was thinking. Thinking about why the hell I think I like to weave. Thinking about what do I want to weave, and why? Thinking about this blog and what it is (or possibly, is not) doing for us. Thinking about my frustration with not being more "creative" with what I make. Thinking the thoughts one has when it's late winter and another damned warp end just broke.
The first line of thought is easy: I weave because I want to and I can, and I'm mostly adult enough to grit my teeth through the difficult or boring parts.
The second question, what do I want to weave: Now, that's harder, because really, I don't
need much. If anything, I'm trying to shed excess stuff around here. I could use a couple of rag rugs for the bathroom. The new loom room and the bathroom need curtains. I could use some washable shopping bags, for groceries and such. Beyond that, I don't really need more shawls, or clothing, or presents (except that one wedding present, sigh), or anything. I know that I'm weaving right now to create a weaver, not really to make a body of work or anything like that, and yet I have a hard time giving myself permission to just make things that will live on a shelf and not get used or displayed or given away. It's that Puritan upbringing combined with my conservationist bent.
The third question, how are we doing with this blog: Well, here I wonder. Sarahw has faded away, and even Diane and I don't post as much as we used to. I'm not exactly sure what I want, except perhaps for there to be more back and forth. Does the weaving thread on FOAY fulfill that function? Should we invite more weavers? Set up "homework" that we both try -
Create something that expresses early spring or
Weave a twill scarf with 10 or more colors - that sort of thing? How do you feel about how it's going?
The fourth question, why am I not more creative: Well, here I think I come back to that Puritan upbringing, and I suppose what I ought to do is set myself some exercises to figure out exactly what I mean by "creative" and practice getting there.
Thing #3:
Despite all that questioning, I do find it motivating to set goals and try to reach them, so here is a slightly more complete list of goals for the next quarter, although I'm not ready to say this is
It just yet.
- Finish the damned wedding present.
- Weave off two of the warps I painted last summer with Sara Lamb.
- Paint and weave off a new warp of my own.
- Think about/read/look/visit museums/whatever it takes to start teasing out what I mean by being "creative" and set up a series of exercises designed to teach me to be more creative in the way I want to be.
- Do one of those exercises (or start it, if it's a long exercise).
- Set up and weave something on the 8-harness Norwood (this can be any of the other projects herein specified).
Thoughts? Questions? Comments? I don't so much need a
there, there, you're doing fine, as a discussion that helps me work through this, ah, interesting place, shall we say.